Sad..

Surrounded by so many people..
I'm never on my own..
Anyone would think I'm lucky..
But I've never felt so alone.

I know everyone has problems..
And mine probably aren't even bad..
But they're eating me up inside..
And making me forever sad.

I can hardly ever be honest..
Only sometimes are my smiles real..
The tears I try and hold back..
Its best they don't know how I feel.

Good advice is what they'll give..
But its not what i want to hear..
It will only make me angry..
And bring a load more tears.

No-one can ever understand..
I really don't expect them to..
And the reason for this..
They dont feel the things i do.