So close yet so Far away

So close to me, yet so far away; the cravings of the night always lead the way;
Being able to see you, but not touch transmits so much pain, so much torture;
Knowing that you are there, but it is not me whom you take care;
Needing you in every way; but you wont look at me, because of the fear of what it could be;
Restraining from you gets harder everyday;
Not even the distance can erase all this feeling that I convey;
Lonely nights get cold without your touch, and every time it rains I think you;
One more memory one more reason to cry;
So close to me, yet so away; when our eyes meet its hard to look away;
It is hard to pretend that I dont care; when my soul purpose is you;
The only thing i want to for you to leave my thoughts, I feel so hurt and broken. Each Day goes by and I begin to heal, he is not worth all of my tears.