I used you like a puppet
You were my first lady friend
I learned from you how to be
How to see
How to act
You taught me about females
That is a fact
Now I am done
I am the baby brother. The youngest son
Now it is I
Who will bask in the light of others pity for me
I played all I know.
It is you that they do not even know
I have no regard for you
Just a disposable puppet
Should have seen it coming
Just a puppet on your stage
I must come to terms that I am an adult
Must move on. Grow up.
No family. No friends
As unimportant as I am to you
One thing is for sure
A manipulator you have become to be
Taking a loan out to get rid of me
Don't lie to me and tell me nothing you will gain
I may be eccentric
But not street stupid or completely insane
I had to know what absolute faith and trust is worth in a friend
Comes down to this
No sex
No home
Now I must roam
Now I roam in my own mind
Soon I will have to do it in society
A better me I know I am
Your shame for me is just pathetic insecurities
All you want is a female to love you for you
But that will never happen
You don't even know you
I was here to love you forever
you were my best frind
Short. Bald. Strange.
Never mattered
I am rubbish. A nothing
You broke me down
All the tears I shed
Drink them til you drown
