The emotions conflict
Against my brain
It carries over into my heart
So easy to become an addict
To all the suffering and pain
Such a simple art.
The hatred grows until it fills my soul
These feelings build up inside
That it makes me want to scream
Feels as if nothing can feel this hole
Unto myself, I feel I have lied
Feels like a nightmarish dream
My heart has been torn into two
Like a civil war against myself
Seems as I can't escape this strife
But I have to hate you
Or it begins to feed on itself
But I know I'm in the fight of my life
This simple feeling fills my blood
With such strong anger
I begin to lash out again
They have run like a river that will flood
I'm to myself like a child to a stranger
So I fight against the rules of men
It's over now
The tension has been released
I can't believe that you help me with my addiction
The one that has left me with absolutely nothing
Yet I strive to start all over again
But now I'm ashamed
To be associated with you
You deserve much better
Than to be around such man like me
So why don't you leave
Me with all my pain
Please, it's just best for you
