I wake up
Cut my wrist
Then bandage it up
I brush my teeth
Get dressed
Brush my hair
I walk downstairs
And out the door
I don't say a word
I get to school
Cry into Tiff's shoulder
Then put on my fake smile
I hold his hand
Pretend I care
Listen to him rattiling
I pretend I like him
When really I love another
I glare at the girls who look at me
And laugh
I punch one
She tells
I'm at the principals once again
I roll my eyes at him
Pretend I'm strong
Next I'm in the counselor's
She thinks I'm the one with problems
When really it's her
So I told her so
Now I' in my room
Sobbing as night falls
I cry into my pillow
And cut my wrists
My tummy rumbles
As I refuse to eat
It's just another day
Since I left
And had to go live with my mom
It's just another day
Wishing he still loved me
But I ran away
And he forgot
So I wait till morning
Wake up again fake the world
Glare at my mom
Wait for the call from teacher
Wait to here Delia's voice
She whispers I love you mummy
And bursts into tears
I know it's gonna be
Just another day
Wishing for him
Loving him
Knowing I can't have him
Knowing he loves her not me
Wishing I went to im when I could
It's just another day
That I yell at the teacher
Where people laugh and point
Say I've got issues
I roll my eyes
Run into a courner
And cry for him
