I hate it,and wish it would just
go away.
Wanting to understand it, makes things
so much harder.
Trying to get away fromit, I cant
run far enough.
It is always going to be here next
to me.
Pulling me down, so far that one
day I wont find a way out.
I don't have anyone that
understands how I feel.
There is this one guy, who I think
is trying to.
I don't know if he'll ever want it
to last.
Which makes things so much worse, the
things I wish Icould tell him.
But Idon't know where to start.
He is the one I want to be with,
but he is also the one who makes
me lost in confusion.
