This showed me both your confusion and desires that seemed to be wrapped into one clusterf**k of an emotion. You're looked down upon for what you want and it's having adverse affects on your well-being. Word choice was good, as it expressed a different array of emotional deficits. I enjoyed this. 5/5.

However, if this was a true story...I hope you have found a way to get around society's expectations and everyone's opinion on what's right and what's wrong. You are who you are...and the only person who should have a say so in whether you need to change is yourself. And that should never be due to what everyone else wants. It should be completely up to you.

I hope you are well. Oh and btw...if this means you're condemned to hell, then I'll be sitting right next to you.

-Rolo