THE GOOD-BYE'S

by meliLOVE   Dec 18, 2008


LAYING IN SILENCE...
HEART RACING...
MIND ACHING..

I TRY 2 MOVE BUT FEEL NOTHING...
MY EYES CLOSING...
MOUTH MOANING..

AS TEARS RUN DOWN MY CHEEKS
AS SLOWLY I START 2 WIPE...
WISHING I COULD SPEAK..
WISHING I COULD PRAY..
WISHING I COULD MAKE IT ALL GO
AWAY..

PLEASE DON'T INJECTED ME WITH
UR POISON'S 2DAY..
PLEASE DON'T HIT ME IN THAT WAY.
PLEASE I BEG U I JUST WANNA
STAY..

TELL MY MOMMY EVERYTHING IS
GOINA BE OKAY... EVEN IF ITS
LYING PLEASE GIVE HER COMFORT..
DON'T LET HER SEE ME CRYING..

TELL MY DADDY I 4GIVE HIM 4 ALL
THAT WENT WRONG.. TELL HIM I
DO LOVE HIM AND HE NEEDS 2 STAY
STRONG...

TELL MY SISTER HOW MUCH I
TRULY MISS HER.. TELL MY BROTHER HOW MUCH I MISS HIS
JOKES AND THE WAY HE SPOKE HIS
MIND ALL THE TIME...

TELL MY NIECES I NEVER MENT 2 LET
GO.. I LOVE THEM MORE THEN
THEY'LL EVER NO..

TELL MY NEPHEW 2 GROW UP AND
BE STRONG NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE
ALWAYS FIGHT 2 SURVIVE...

TELL MY FRIENDS I SAID GOOD-BYE
TELL THEM NOT 2 CRY CUZ I DID
IT 2 MYSELF DON'T BLAME ANYONE
ELSE...

TELL GOD I'M SORRY 4 ALL I HAVE
DONE... I NO I MADE MANY
MISTAKES AND LOTS OF PROMISES
I DIDN'T TAKE.. IT JUST SHOWS
HOW WEAK I REALLY AM..
ITS ALL MY FAULT..
I'M THE ONLY ONE 2 BLAME..
NOW THIS DRUG HAS TAKEN MY
BRAIN..
ILL NEVER BE THE SAME..
IF ONLY I COULD...
IF ONLY I WOULD..
BUT ITS NOW 2 LATE...

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  • 15 years ago

    by Andrew

    This sounds like a suicide note to me, really moving indeed. I loved the poem towards the end, where you tell everybody how much you wish them well. Capitalise that love and let it be your stepping stone, let them be your guide and shelter from your cries. You are special to you family, friends and to God himself. I liked the rhymes that you used occasionally, made your work flow.