Thanks for sharing this, shows how much of a fighter you really are. I appreciate your honesty and your will to hold on.

That was one of the saddest poem i've ever read on this site. I've felt the pain and hurting immensely. I could never imagine how much this must have hurt while writing down. The iintensity of the poem was so vivid and what touched me the most was as if you were still suffereing from those pains while writing it down. And it brought a tear to my eyes upon reading how you cope with the pain,suffering and loneliness you have been dealing. You are a very brave girl not just by being who you are right now but being able to release all that's within you. Healing process is soon to start.. Im truly glad you started writing it down...I have read some of your poems, and i know all of them were mostly about sadness and it kept me go read the rest of your poems until i saw this one..Hope for the best.