The first second we started to talk
I noticed your lips always trembled around me
I remember those amazing times
Walking down the hallway
Talking about the most outrageous things that made me fall for you
Then something happened
You left my existence for a period of harsh months
I forgot who I was and where I belonged
Never to see you again was what my thought ended up too
Sitting at night and thinking what I did wrong
Thinking how you left my life so effortlessly
If you wanted to leave, you could have told me
Instead of making my head burn with the face of you
How could have I been blinded with dirt, such as your words
Watch my eyes, while they close to sleep into another nightmare
A scary one
One about losing you
Then I remember a few months later
How you came up to me and said your soothing hello
I remember just walking away while you ran after me
Begging for forgiveness of how you put me through torture
Then I was just going to settle and say I forgive you
I thought in my head that maybe, just maybe we could become something
Something more than what we were before
You had me
Then you lost me
Now I'm at the palm of your hands again
This time, don't make me suffer
