Returning home alone
Having no one to hold
Having no one at all
Am I doomed to be this way?
I want them but they don't need me
It hurts to hear them talk about their other
I'm not good with pain
Will I just sink away?
I might just do that
They never see that I love them
They only want to THEIR love
Seems they're out of reach
Another day, another pain
The pain is too much for me
I just want to die
When they speak about the other
My heart cracks even more
I lose that piece forever
I don't think I can bear it,
The fear of being alone hurts
It slowly suffocates me
Can I just die?
I don't feel like I can pull through
They never notice the pain
They never see the tears
Their oblivious to it all
My pain, my breaking heart
They see nothing
They hear nothing
They never asks if I'm okay
I just don't want to be alone
I now wish I pretty like their love
But I'm cursed with glasses and buck teeth
I feel hurt and lost
Can they ever see that I love them?
Their hair, their eyes, their voice
I love them but they can't see it
I don't think I could stand hearing about the other
I guess that they're happy
I know I'll never be their's
But if they're happy, I'm happy for them
Everything about the haunts my dreams in a good way
So, I'll keep my heart tied back from that forbidden gate
They'll go on in life, not knowing how much I care for them
They'll think of me as their friend only
I'll just watch and maybe they'll see it
With those beautiful eyes
But I can't wish that
Sometimes, I wish they never met the other
If they're truly happy then fine
But now I wish to die
They may or may not miss me
They'll always be out of my reach
But...I'll always love them
