Life Of A Homosexual

I wish I had my life back,
It's something precious to me I lack,
I don't have it any more,
I am not the same man I use to be just not without a soul,
A zombie I have become,
Heartless and soulless not even the ability to move a thumb,
My body wonders around this planet call earth,
Endure discrimination and social isolation yes it hurt,
I am not the same i use to be,
Not when ever body is against me,
I feel like I don't deserve to see,
Now that I am a public enemy,
They consider me an outcast,
Any sight of me they won't hesitate to kill my ass,
So I live my life avoiding and dreaming,
That one day God take into consideration how I am feeling.

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