Unseen Lies

Every time I close my eyes
I see your face beneath the lies
You're clean and pure from the outside
But filled with faults from the inside

I opened up my heart for you
But yet you pull and push me too
And now I'm lost on what to do
Feeling so empty and confused

I question myself all day long
On why I feel so weak, not strong
When I did to you nothing wrong
As you dismiss me from a throng

I've always been so nice to you
As I treated you oh so true
And having not the slightest rue
Or question my feelings for you

But now I'm weak and far from strong
Feeling my presence here is wrong
But yet I still hide to be shun
Holding on feelings that are gone

But as always my heart will heal
From this horrendous pain that's real
On why I hide an unseen shield
Blocking all what truly reveals