I need you, i can talk to you until i am blue in the face because you are to blind to see what i need in my life, i need you to know and understand what i need in my life, what i don't need is a man like you, who doesn't want me because i see it in your eyes and i am so sorry but i need a man who has the soul and heart like to use to have when we began and i am so sorry that you are not that man anymore because i miss him so much because i need him so bad i need you to want me again but i know in my heart that you are not that man i need any more and i need my friend back again but i think and know that i have lost everything and yet i still need him to want me but what i am going to do with this felling i have deep down inside of me because i need him again to have that heart and soul again and my best friend is gone like you and i look at you and want to cry because you are so lost in time that you have lost your self along the way and i am so sorry if i am the one that has taken that way from you because you were so different when we began because you have lost the spark that you once had and i am so sorry that i have needed you for so long i will let you go to find that spark again and i hope you can because i miss seeing it and seeing a loving smile on you r face like you used to have on your face and i need him back not the man i see today because the man i see standing there is not the man i have fell in love with years ago , i wish and dream about that man, i need him, but yet i am stilling wanting him back in my life that i forget who you are as a person who i have loved and lost over some many times that i seem to forget that you re not the same man i have fallen for so many times that i need him back so i can get back that look in your eyes and i am so sorry but i need him back because i miss him so much that i need him
