I Miss You So Much It Hurts

The day you left this world for good,
You also left the heart, that truly understood.
Baby boy i know the pain you felt inside,
Even though you felt it was something you had to hide.

You of all people, should have known, i loved you more then life.
But darling i dont understand why you took to your throat that knife.

It kills me to think of the way you left everything behind,
But im sorry you didnt think, in me you could confide.
Well, i know you trusted me, but you didnt wanna see me hurt,
But hun, as selfish as it sounds, youve left me feeling like dirt.

I know i should be saying nice things to you,
But babe you left me shattered, and im angry with you,
I wont forgive you, for leaving me alone,
But as much as i miss you, you taught me i have to face this on my own.

You little note you left for me, i keep it in my draw,
But after reading it, i threw your photo and frame at the door.
Hun, ive tried to hide, just how much i miss you,
But the fake smile is slipping, do you see what youve put me through?!

I need you back, i need to be in your arms,
I want to feel safe from any harm.
I have to see you again, 1 last time, but i cant go where you are,
Darlin, i will admit, ive tried, but its just too far.

I bet heaven is a beautiful place,
Just like your gorgeous face,

Can you see me now, i constantly have to cry!
I love you so much, but its time to said goodbye.

I love you, but at last, Rest in Love and Peace.