Indecisive

I am Lost in the moment
taken by surprise
stuck on the fence
seeking help from the wise
which grass is greener
separating truth from lies
knowledge fails
discernment dies
its a complicated choice
for anyone who tries
to be forgotten
left rotting with the flies
or just like the rest
one of those guys

I am different
a gentleman at heart
but people forget that
and it tares me apart
I've always shown kindness
from the very start
how can i show it
should I pull out a chart
distinguish who I am
describe it part for part
an honest man is my goal
but where is the dart
the difference between a BMW
and a golf cart

where should I go
what should I say
plan for my future
or live day by day
be a gentleman
or act in normal guys way
is this what it has come to
is this the price I pay
a dying breed
as I begin to fade