Sometimes I Wonder

I wonder if I'm all alone,
or if its just the silence of this home,
where no one speaks.

I wonder if things could be,
as better as they used to be,
cause now everything is just a lie.

I don't know if they feel,
the pain I do, cause it is real.
And it just hurts to know,
that I can only wonder.

It comes and goes with passing days,
I don't know if its just a phase,
or if I really love him.

I wonder how long it takes,
to realize the mistakes you make,
and apologize.

I wonder how long a smile could deceive,
or how long you could actually believe,
that I was happy.
Sometimes I can only wonder.

But these days, everythings so fast.
You never know, if good things will last,
or just fade away.

But if you could turn back the hands of time,
would you take me off your mind,
so we could forget.
Not regret.

It won't hurt so much in a week or two.
Eventually I'll get over you.
But for now,
I'm not gonna wonder,
any longer.