There's certain things you go through in your life,
Some are just because and others are for a reason,
You go through it, to fully test your strength,
Not because it's December and the Winter season.
Tow winters in a row,
I've been to my weakest knee,
I've felt so dead; so low,
No one in the world can see.
I scroll through my phone trying to find someone-
Someone who I can talk to and just escape,
But, I just can't seem to press the send button,
I just......don't....have the courage or the strength.
Two winter in a row,
I've tried to take my own life,
Feeling so alone; so low,
Because of the heavy strife.
People don't believe what I go through; not that it matters,
I just wish that they could just fully understand,
That I need soneone- who knows me; completely,
As if I was the lead singer in your favorite band.
Winter...
Two winters in a row,
I've had no one near,
Feeling the so hurt; so low,
To even wipe my single tear.