Yearning For Silence

Confusion swirls
And the ice it burns
The power overwhelms me
And for the courage I yearn

The need I feel
To kiss your lips
To taste your tongue

My heart pulls for him
My head pulls for you
My body wants him
My desire is for you

Do I love him?
I think not.
Do I love you?
My emotions are shot.

Too many feelings
All smashed up inside
Everything wanting something else
There’s nowhere to hide.

The confusion swirls
And the ice it burns
My ever bleeding heart
For silence it yearns.