When you have someone new.
and you feel as if they can mend everything that has been wronged.
but when you really go threw it it your mind you just feel bad. because the person knows everything thats happened and yet it seems like they don't care.
but you care.
and when someone that changed everything for you hurts you so badly its so hard to turn everything around and see the good again
because you still see everything with a tint.
knowing that in the end everything is going to turn bad again.
you smile and go on your first date.
you laugh and pretend that your not thinking of your ex and what they did that jaded you....
you try not to breakdown but in the end after the date the only thing you can do is say " that was fun."
and you just walk away
