Why is it that love almost always ends in hate
feeling hurt with your head down like a disgrace wishing and hoping that all of this will soon pass
having your heart broke you know this wont just be part of your past
knowing that this guy was the only one that you could ever want
now its all the good memories that now haunts
hoping that maybe he will realize how much you meant and will stop playing the game
but in the end you know he wont change and it will always be the same
each night sit alone you try to hold in the tears
you loving him so much and this was your biggest fear
giving him your heart and trying all you can
your loving a boy that you once thought was a man
hating the way you trust him with all of your might
wishing that this was all a dream and he was back in your life
confused because every time you see his face you get butterflies
then you think back to all the times hes ever lied
you look at him sometimes with so much hate
but deep inside its still his kiss you want to taste
wondering if he ever thinks about he pain hes caused
as you look into those amazing green eyes
you start to wonder how many lies those eyes hide
i never meant to hurt you like this i still love you he replies
you have so much you want to say but a simple smile from him makes it all go away
I'm sorry and i love you and baby i want you back is all you really want him to say
i let him think I'm fine and i don't want him back
but Happiness is one thing I lack
hoping that now he knows how it feels
to look in my eyes and really sees whats real
