I'm That Girl

I'm that girl.
I'm a girl who will never forget her first boyfriend, who will never forget all the heart brakes, who will never forget who loves her; I'm a girl who wants to be loved and love. I want to be there to give him a kiss butI'm scared to. I'm a girl who wants to be alive but at the sometime I do want to die but I could never hurt my boyfriend and family, and I'm a fared of death . I want to be emo but I don't because I can't bare the pain. I'm a girl who can be dark but I put a faces on for my friends and family to show I'm not weak. I hate to be hated but the world is like that. There will never be peaces in this world. I want to run and find a place no one knows about and stay there. I want to be loved. I'm that girl.