Should i go or stay

You said i can always trun to you
So here goes

my weakness is getting stronger
i cant even see or think right
people are pushing me to far

some are saying they hate me
and the world is better off with out me

i am not supposed to have an opinion
because of my history
and all i want to do is break down and cry
what have i done to have this pain put on me

i am lying all alone
pillow is all i have to hold
i cant do this anymore
its getting to much for me
tell me what to do

i am slowly getting out of breath
the darkness is almost here
should i go or should i stay

its time for me to face my fears
so i am staying
so live with it