The pain..........

She has the beauty
While she has the brain
What am I to do
With this inevitable pain?

Sacrifice seems to be
The only way around
But who shall be
And who shall not?

Living by selfishness
Mixed with arrogance
I will end this up
This blasphemous romance.

My name is not sorry
But I am solemnly sorry
Like a politician
Living in so much greedy.

I hate when guilt eats me
I hate when I admit to thee
Wasting the memoirs
Between you and me.

I dont deserve a satisfaction
I dont deserve your affection
For cheating you all along
Before I realize what you are to me.

I then bow down
To the gates of heaven
Asking for a punishment
That is right for a raven

Rather than
To let me see
What will happen
When you resemble him to thee.