I wish I could take each tear and turn them all in to an ocean.
I wish I could take my thoughts and drown them in that ocean where all the lies and grief would trickle out and leave me alone.
I wish I could sail this ocean crushing all the thoughts and feelings and go to a place where I am just me and I am unkown.
I wish I could forget everything anyone has ever said
I wish I felt for nobody but my self
I wish I had the power to turn this life around
I wish I had the power to convert my feelings in to sound.
This will never happen and i'll always have this same old perfect dream.