While lying there loneliness raged throughout him...
His realization of his outcast status set in full motion...
He began to cry, He did not weep hysterically or shriek as people do when they mask rage with tears, He cried in the steady sobs, of one who has discovered just how alone he was and apt to remain for a long time yet, He cried because all hope and reason seemed to have departed from his world, Loneliness was here, a reality, but in this situation, Insanity was also too much of a possibility, to him, she became unbelievably distant and dream like, something all too much like a temporary fantasy, which in realization was just that a fantasy.....
