Shattered, scattered, a little here and there
Slightly turned around, upside down, be careful if you care.
Sometimes I'm so broken but please don't try to fix me,
Even if you want it and I want it
It won't happen unless it's meant to be.
My dreams have been so tarnished, my hopes have turned to fear
I'm not sure where I really am
I just know I'm still not here.
I'm lost
I'm found
I'm a little turned around...
Don't touch me but please hold me
Don't love me but please know me.
I'm not all that you think I am
I'm really half as good
I never do what I know is right, even when I really should.
All these demons are in my head
they go around and around
and around again...
I'm never going to be good enough, really.
I'll always be running away
There's nothing you can do anymore
There's nothing that you can say
But oh, sweet irony and misery, how each of you tries so hard to salvage what you think is here
Everyday I just wish repeatedly that I could disappear.
