This is unusual of me to write long poems but this one just kept on going and going so. i'm sorry if it's too long, forgive me for that. again this isn't like me to write a long poem, but the hand just kept on going. so enjoy...-bows-
Tears streaming down your face
Not knowing why so therefore I asked
You looked away as I asked you
"Is it me that's making you cry?"
You didn't say anything so I took
The silence as a yes...I apologize to you
For the very first time and started walking away
I wasn't the best of friend you had, I admit
You turned around seeing me leave
"Idiot!!!...idio...idiot..." are what I hear from you
I know I am that's why I'm leaving
So I won't ever hurt you again...
You fall down to your knees
Yet still nothing from me, I just kept walking
"I hate you...I never loved you from the start"
You start mumble words without thinking
Looking up to the stars up above
Seeing a star bright light fading
At that moment I knew my heart
Just died and all the love inside me faded
I walked back towards her
Kneeling down to pick her up
She was about to slap me but saw
The sadness within my eyes
After wiping her tears and sighing...
I whispered "I've always meant to
Be the one for you but I knew I couldn't,
Please forgive me for all the pain I've caused"
Dropped you off without giving a good bye hug
Drove straight home and that was it...
The next morning you called but nothing...
Texted me and email, still nothing...worried
You came over to check up on me...
As you get closer to my house
You notice many police cars and an ambulance
Your heart starts racing and you're getting nervous
As you get closer, you see the paramedic
Strolling someone into the ambulance
You start to run to see who it is...
"Wait!!! I need to see who it is!!!"
The police stop you from advancing
And the tears immediately appear from
Your oval, hazel brown eyes
You know it's me your mind says...
As you sit down, someone whispers
"Why are you crying for? He'll be fine."
She looks up realizing it's me whispering
She cries even more as I wipe it away
"You had me so scared you know?"
"I bet I did, didn't I? hehe my bad"
As she hugs me in relief she feels something wet
"Kevin are you...are you bleeding?"
Whispers, "Yea...I'm so...sorry that I'm
Going to ma...ke you cry again Tuy...et...
Please...for...give me yet again...
And take...this..."
As he puts the item in her hand
He lose conscious in her arms
"NOOOOOO!!!! KEVIN!!!"
The cops rush in and try to resuscitate me
As the ambulance return and takes him away
She opens up her hand and sees a necklace
With a ring around the chain and inscribed
"I'll always love you Tuyet*..."
Barely able to contain the tears at the funeral...
As she walks up to see me one last time...
The damn broke and the tears came flooding
Down like a down pour
"Idiot, why did you leave me? Why?
I thought you loved me so why?"
She feels someone wipes her tears
And a voice whispering
"I'm sorry I left you but it was in
Order to be your guardian angel my love..."
She turns around only to see no one
"I'm sorry I couldn't say this to you in person
But Tuyet...I love you..."
She's startled but glad that it's me
As she wipes away a tear from my eye
And kisses me one last time
She whispers
"I love you too Kevin..."
