Regret

Is it my fault,
that you dont care?
Is it my fault,
that you aint there?
Is it my fault,
that you took that stupid dare?
Is it my fault that you took that stupid risk,
and jumped off that cliff?
Is it my fault,
that you wanted to end your life,
n didnt want to see the sun rise?
Is it my fault,
you thought no one was there,
n if u were dead, no one wud care?
Is it my fault,
that you neva told anyone what u were planning to do,
or even give a hint,
that u didnt want to life?
Is it my fault,
that you are dead?
Is it my fault?
I think it is.
I will never forgive myself,
for not knowing what you had install.
But I spose even if i did,
I cudnt stop you from your dream.
I feel so dumb,
ignoring those cuts,
believing your lies,
trying to cover up ur misery.
I wish you never went,
but its to late for my regrets.