I still think of all those words,
That so absurdly came rolling off your tongue,
Unreal, yet so achingly true,
Coming from you;
Yet so not like you.
All those things you said,
That left me hurt,
Made everything seem vain,
They kept on ringing in my head again and again;
Unbelievable that it was you who caused me so much pain.
Loving you I now feel,
Was a mistake I wish I can mend,
Travel back into time,
When everything was perfectly fine;
When I dint wish for you to be mine.
I am struggling with myself today,
To fill in a scar that is so deep,
If all you want is for me to just let you be,
I promise, you will soon see;
A completely new and improved me.