CER

I see you and I smile so big.
When you talk I listen so closely.
You walk away I follow right behind.
You need some one I'm there.

I put on an act and tell you I'm fine.
but behind all that you can't tell I'm lying.
You talk about her and I tell you I'm happy for you
but it's really tearing me up inside.

I wish you could see how I really feel.
What I do when your not around.
I wish you knew I cried every night.
And that this pain is messing up my life.

When someone says your name I smile.
And for hours after hearing it I wonder what would have happened if you hadn't gone away.
But I know that one day I will be able to wake up and not think about you.

You will always be apart of me no matter who I end up with, No matter where i go, you face will always be a picture in my mind.
Who knows maybe were better off this way.
Maybe meeting you wasn't a mistake.
Maybe you will be one of those people i keep in my life forever.

All I know is that someday I will look back at all the things we went through and just laugh.
We were young and in love and in all honesty,
I couldn't have asked for more.