AND SO I SIT

Im sitting here bleeding,
No tears, no pain.
Im grieving for nothing,
No loss, no gain.

Im sitting here breathing,
Just in, then out.
Im thinking it over,
No regret, no doubt.

Im sitting here dreaming,
No start, no end.
Im dreaming about having,
Some help, a friend.

Im sitting here feeling,
No cold, just heat.
Im feeling it again,
Not loss, but defeat.

Im sitting here crying,
For them, for you.
Im crying over it all,
All I just couldn't do.