This is my Tear Filled rant.... I'm asking for one thing.... its simple to give... it's not much to ask for... its all anyone wants... i want you to care for me... tell me u love me... not that ur in love just that u love me.... my heart breaks as it gets closer to the time to leave..... your pushing me away.... don't you see i want to be with you as much as possible.... with those kids as much as i can before i go back and put my life in the hands of a stranger? i need to know u want me... that I'm needed that i make a difference.... FCUK i need you to Hold me as much as u can between now n then to touch me.. kiss me... make me feel like i flipping belong... but it won't happen.... you won't read what i need you to till its too late and I'm gone.... it breaks my heart to leave..... i would give my soul not to have to go... i have to go on next saturday for my first surgery and i want u told Hold me when I'm crying and tell me its ok.... please tell me is what i ask for too much??????
