The real me

The real me is
depressed as fcuk
the real me
cuts herself to bits
to ease the pain
the real me
has so much self hate
its unbelievable
the real me
lets what other people
may or may not think
affect her way too much
the real me
is afraid to go out
incase someone says something
the real me
brings paranoid
to a whole new level
the real me
is always quiet and cant speak her mind
in fear of rejection
the real me
is a mess
the real me
is only seen by one
herself