The day that i lost you
i felt like there was nothing left
that my heart will never reopen
that you will be my only request
for months at a time
seeing you was far to much
to talk about you to others
i could feel myself being crushed
i look at the scares on my legs
that i have placed on myself for replacement
for i knew that my thoughts were only you
and that each line spoke of concentration
when i sleep i still run though my head
what i have done to my heart for fun
that now i have finally realized
that it was stupid actions of what i have done
over time i wouldn't give up on myself
that even though all the horrible fights
that deep inside of both of us
maybe someday we can re-burn that light
for love is not always about relationships
or ensuring that we continue our conversations
but knowing that we are there for each other
and someday put the past behind us in celebration
at first all we did was hate our past
for what it has brought upon us
and we didn't think about the positives
that we had selfishly left in the dust
for you have found new love for another
but it will never be to truly the same
and i myself have found the same for someone
but it is as well in a different frame
to whom this letter of thoughts belong
is but i young man i hope to always see
for if i stop believing in a second chance
i would have lost my only dream
love is always going stronger
in many ways but always in its best
and although we now love other
our love will never go to rest...
This poem is the a guy i loved with all my heart but left because i thought i found better, but love is sometimes blind and will test you in all ways to see how strong you are, i wasn't but you can be...if you love someone don't risk it, because it isn't so easy to get back as it was to once create...<3
