Enemy within

by troy   Jan 4, 2009


A police siren reminds me im not alone
If only for a second
Then silence once again
I fight the words from my mind
Trying to explain
To indulge my need to express
To you, the stranger who reads this
If only for a responce of 'nice'
I wish to convey my exact lack of peace
My disgust with myself and my life
My total hatred of myself
I take pills now to help
To try and control the anger
That frequently seems to errupt
And for the most part
Succsess
If only til I sleep
Then that sence of hatred fires
And my dreams are of rage and pain
To all
Myself included
But you don't care
So I try to get it out the best I can
And keep from losing myself to it.

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  • 15 years ago

    by a broken smile with a broken heart is a poets life

    Another beautiful and powerful poem. i can relate to this poem, simply because you describe exactly what i feel and the pain and and anger i try to suppress..but not i only....there are many out there that feel that way and to me trying to keep going and not get lost on that hatred is some thing many of us fail to do. so troy my dear friend..my forever love i hope you find piece with in you...as some of those have accomplish...remember starting over is ok...keep going and keep writing.

    *aBSwaBHiaPL*
    Ada

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