I don't want to hear it..
that word freezes me in fear...
I know what it means if its true..
I know how much more pain will come...
I know I'll have to be stronger again..
As easily as I can mask my emotion...
I can do what needs to be done...
but that doesn't mean I'm not affected too...
was that book i received an omen of whats in store...
or mere coincidence...
starting now as part of my new years resolution...
I will not be who i used to be...
I will be the one to rise above....protect and do what must be done
I will be the strength...that holds us together...
I will be the angel....who brightens your day..
I will be whatever you need of me to be... just to see you through..
I will not break this time...
I will not fall to pieces....
I will not give in..nor give up...
I will not be weak...
I will not let them see what I feel
I will not let it tear us apart again
I shall never shed a tear...or show them my fear
I shall not do any of the things I once did
I will keep it together...the house family and all
just to have u how u once were..
