My head hurt I feel like I'm in pain
So down in the dirt I can't hear myself think
My hearts beating so fast I feel like running away
I can't take all the worlds pain
Thought
about suicide again
I'm not meant to be happy not meant to be the same
I got locked out when the train came
I can't think right things aren't the same
I give up my life's just a game
I'm an outcast every wheres the same
Always get treated bad and always the one to be blamed
I want to go back home to where my heart beats where my mom sleeps where my life's safe
I can't help but feel bad again
My life's a wreck and its just a game