Don't ask me what's wrong.
You don't want to hear.
There's too much pain in my life.
there's so much i fear;
why can't you just let me die,
the world will be the same old place,
life would go on without me,
Don't you dare put on a sad face.
all my feelings have always been real.
I'm just another human being, too.
Just because i don't ever show how i really feel
doesn't always mean i don't have emotions!
I rarely show anyone how i truly feel,
In my expression, gestures, face.
Even on the phone, talking or texting.
So don't even begin to think you know how i feel.
so what if i have feelings?
What does it matter?
it's not like anyone really cares to listen
to anything i say.
don't even bother with how i feel,
really, it doesn't matter.
not that it ever did...
Just one wish,
for someone who would truly listen to how i feel,
Not judge me, not criticize my feelings or thoughts,
And realize i'm human, too.