I wish i could live my way
Not have to runaway
I want to go astray
And not worry about the pain
Things aren't the way I planned
My dreams have all burned away
My life is just a huge black empty hole
Why can't everything be OK?
My life's not what it should be
I can't understand it's meaning
Is this the way I'm supposed to go
I guess I'll never know
Throw me and everything around me
Into a worthless place
Theres nothing really left to wait and see
I think I need to leave this place...just for his sake
Help me get through,help me get along
Theres nothing I can say to change this
I've messed up, I've gone so wrong
So he's saying so long
I know he could have helped me through my hell
I know he could have fought away all my demons
but now that he is gone away from me
I can't stand the thought of him leaving
