Brittane Brown

Sometimes.
i really wonder,
If we have a true purpose in our lives.

I have faith in God.
I pray and i feel him with me.

But i don't understand,
how a beautiful girl
about to bloom into a beautiful woman
could be called home so early.

She had this life in her that was contagious.
i bet if you looked inside of her heart,
you'd be amazed.

i don't understand how everyone around her
saw beauty. they saw real, and you don't get that these days.

and she fought with the mirror to make it happy.
she never once saw how her smile lit up a room.

she never once took the time to notice
how her infectious positivity could've made the most
depressed person want to crack a smile.

she was smarter than her mistake.
and i know God must've needed her right away.
because he took someone away from me.

someone who made me laugh.
someone who i could fight with, then in the next few minutes we were best friends again.

my biggest fear was to forget.
forget her laugh. forget her face.
already she's beginning to disappear.
i don't want her memory to fade.

i know she's somewhere better.
but i will never regret meeting her.

and i know at times i was to blind to see.
but now i have one more guardian angel,
sitting on a cloud.
watching over mer.