Sometimes i feel.
you may be fading away from me.
so i try to reach out and hold onto your hand once more.
i can no longer feel you
where is the warmth?
Sometimes i feel.
like the love we had is gone.
one look from you could prove me wrong.
but you choose to look the other way.
Sometimes i feel.
you when you're a million miles away.
i feel your hands.
i feel your breath.
i hear your heart.
I'm fearing the moment we part.
my eyes open suddenly.
and i cant control the tears streaming down my cheeks.
because i lay there and admit that its just another dream.
just another fantasy. one more reason to love you more than you ever loved me.
you used to fight for us.
when did the fire ever die?
why have you given up?
can you hear my cry?
with you i felt so beautiful.
now, i feel like you see through me
and that I'm barely noticeable
I've tried breaking down the barriers around you.
but
sometimes i feel that i was never strong enough.
that i was never good enough. or loved enough.
to have the privilege to get to know the real you.
because to this day.
your still afraid for me to
see you for who you truly are.
