What i remember
from when we used to talk
you were my best friend
and to me you were my everything
we would talk
and hang out
and there was never one moment
that would go by
that i didn't miss talking to you
to you i was just a friend
but so long as u were there
i didn't care
but now its been years
so i finally get up the strength to call
but what used to be
isn't what it is
you sounded bored
and would have rather done something else
but it doesn't matter how much it hurt
that u didn't want to talk to me
but your voice still made my heart sink
i know that when we used to talk
i could make you smile to
but i guess its different
maybe i changed
but i know one thing that didn't
after all the years we haven't talked
i still missed you
and wished i could have called sooner
so maybe then we could have been
just friends again
i love you as more but my heart stays the same
so long as I'm with you
being just friends is fine
but i guess even that cant happen
I'm not even good enough for friends
i don't want to be sad
i don't want to cry
i did that when we stopped talking
so ill put on my head phones
and drown out the world
and cry when no ones around
what used to be
i wish still could be
but tonight
I'll be alone
