So here I am picking up your
Clothes from the floor.
Thank God I didn't let you take them with you...
Because you'll be back I know.
And here I am lying in my bed alone,
Wondering when will you come back home.
Looking at our picture on the wall,
And just let the tears fall.
Here I am alone tonight,
Remembering the previous days that were so bright.
How we were both saying to each other
I love you now, tomorrow and forever.
One of the kids just woke up,
And it asks for you and I feel so bad,
Because I don't know how to tell,
To that innocent child,
That his father left,
And he might not come back.
So I say that you were called from work,
And you immediately had to go.
And I try to hide my tears....
I turn around and let them fall.
I go to our bed again.
Trying not to feel so alone...
Then I fall asleep...
Even tough I still cry and I still weep.
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A four o'clock in the morning call,
Wakes me up and gives me a bad feeling,
That woman says you had an accident,
That you died on the same place,
that you didn't feel pain at all.
They said you drove too fast,
And then I realized that,
Your death was caused by our argument,
When you left you were so upset...
Now I know that I killed you....
Not directly, but I took your life away.
How am I supposed to tell to our kids
That you are gone?
In less than 12 hours my life has changed,
From happy it became sad...
My heart breaks as the pain rises,
Because I've realized I've broken my world into pieces.
