Heart broken lie's

When we first got together
you told me that you'll always be there
you wanted me around
if I left you felt so cold
yet since we're distanced
after i came home
it's like it all was just a lie,
your always going out with other guys
they may be your friends
but you never have time to call
you used to get on my case if I did'nt call for just one day
now that i need you more
it's supposed to wait
only because your having fun with friends
going out getting drunk and not caring what happends
it's like you have no time for me....

your right
you do have a life
but so do I!

how come I could always find time to hear you voice
or find a way to reach you
yet you can't?
you don't call
then when i say you can you find an excuse
you write letters but only after months at a time,

Listen I fell in love with the person I first met
who was always there to talk too
loved hearing my voice when we could'nt see eachother
or loved having me being around
not the person you are today
who does'nt give a damn if I call or not
or who say's I'm a waste of time

Where did the person go who told me that they'll never change?
It's like you tricked me into falling in love
then once i tole you I'd never leave
you started being some one else...

We've been together for 8 months
I still love you
but i can't figure out if you still love me back
Is it true
our love is fading before us?
do you actually give a damn?
or is this all just a dream that I wish was'nt real anymore?

I guess we'll never find out
only because I'm tired of being hurt
I kept my mouth shut for this long
I can't take it anymore
I have no other choice but to end what we started
even though i wished it could be you forever
and gave you everything I am
I guess it was'nt enough for you
so now I say goodbye
I don't want to be friends
we've had our chance
now it's regretfully the end!!!!!!!!!!!!