Ehh

It's hard to say goodbye.
when you are drowned beneath
yet another lie.

I'm not strong enough to shed a tear
when i feel you near.

so i sit back and bite my tongue
until i can taste the blood.

pain. it helps me forget.
i avoid you.
so i will have nothing to regret.

at night i cry.
because so many things i have loved and lost.
i don't want to let go,
but if thats the cost.

i shall say goodbye
maybe just for the night.
but I'm saying it.

and under my breathe i will whisper..

"I'm sorry .
i wasn't as good as her anyway"