why am i the b!tc#. why am i always wrong. why am i me.
for the longest time this has been what i qualify as the worst thing that could possibly happen to me. and now it happened and i want to die.
how could you do this to me. why did you do this to me. please answer me.
im sick of feeling like s#!t, and even showing it alil makes you insane.
WHY IS THIS MY FAULT.
HOW DID I LET THIS HAPPEN.
I HATE MYSELF.
YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDNT LEAVE ME AND YOU DID.
yOU PROMISED.
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER.
YOU LIED. YOU BROKE YOUR PROMISE.
AND IM THE B!tC# AND F@KING FOOL FOR STILL KEEPING IT.
WHAT THE F@K DID I DO TO YOU.
BESIDES FOR LOVE YOU.
I WANTED TO GIVE YOU EVERYTHING. I WOULDVE GIVEN YOU MY LIFE. MY F@KING FUTURE. EVERYTHING. I WANTED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN SHIT CUZ IM NOT ENOUGH. ILL NEVER F@KING BE ENOUGH. HOW DO YOU FEEL NOW?! HOW?! ARE YOU F@KING HAPPY?! ISNT THIS WHAT YOU WANTED?!
CHEERS! THIS IS WHAT YOU CHOSE.
ENJOY IT.
F@K YOU FOR DEFINING MY EXISTENCE.
