Do you know what it's like to fail a hundred thousand times?
To crawl up hills considered by most impossible to climb,
Do you know what it's like to always do what is right?
But never have a damn thing go right for you.
Knowing no matter how hard you try you can't seem to win
To know your heart and soul were always put in
Always having constant conflicts inside
Wanting to take this life and just push rewind
But the controls out of my hands
And everything feels like its on repeat.
I'm fighting a losing battle, can't accept defeat
Though every time I try to get up off my knees
Another blizzard comes in, instead of cool breeze
I've fallen down this mountain one to many
I'm starting to feel the weight of everything is just too heavy
How many more times is this going to break me apart
How many more times am I going to have to go back to start
When everything felt like it could be put back into place
Everything I ever believed in I now have to erase...