As i was sleeping,
i heard something hitting my window,
i looked out and i sow her throwing rocks at my window.
I smiled and i wrote ''coming down'' on a big shreded paper peace that i found under my bed.
maybe i never should have.
As i was sneaking down i didnt think about what might happend,
or why be out so late,
i was just thinking of how much i've been missing her.
I don't have words for how much i regret going out that night,
i should just have invited her in to my room,
but no one can predict the future.
we ran around the playground for a little bit,
and then we lay down in the grass.
She was laying her head on my chest and said that she could hear my heartbeat.
I said ''that's because it's beating for you''.
She turned her head and looked straight into my eyes,
i looked back in her eyes and right into her soul,
i kissed her and when i felt her softly lips against mine, i was in heaven.
Everything was perfect.
But then a man walked up to us and our lips separated,
he had a gun in his hand,
Suddenly he pointed the gun to her chest,
and said that he was sorry, then he pulled the trigger.
I began to scream and cry and tried to wake her up,
then he pointed the gun to my chest,
he said he was sorry again and pulled the trigger,
i moved to the side and got shot in the shoulder,
I jumped at him and grabbed the gun and said ''i'm not sorry'',
then i pulled the trigger.
I called the ambulance after some seconds,
i was crying so much that i couldn't breath anymore,
i felt my blood spreading all over my arm,
i fainted just before the ambulance got to us.
Next day i woke up at the hostpital,
i began to cry and asked the nurse where she was.
The nurse looked at me and told me that when the ambulance came it was to late to even try
to help her, she was already dead. I began screaming.
I could feel a piercing knife stabbing my heart over and over again with the worst pain i've ever felt.
I couldn't ever think of living without her, but now i have to.
She never got to know... that i loved her to the end of days.
