Today I will say to you,
my best friend,
what I've kept hidden,
why it's so bad,
I know I've kept secrets,
I know that's not right,
I just didn't want you to know,
how hard it is to fight,
I know you know this,
probably better than anyone else,
that I was so in love with him,
that our friendship almost failed,
Even though you warned me,
telling me to stay away,
how if I was with him,
my sky would be forever grey,
you always were like that,
always knew what to say,
I know I didn't listen,
for once I walked away,
I'm so sorry I walked,
I'm so sorry I can't say,
these almost pointless words,
to your heat broken face,
Your still the only one I'll run to,
the only one that tries,
the only one that still forgives,
each and every lie,
I don't want you in pain,
that wasn't my intention,
I just wanted to get him,
because he was so different,
Now that my heart's broke,
all I want is to come home,
go to where you are,
the place where there's hope,
He made me push away,
without a word, he broke me,
he took my heart, my body,
he broke them like a twig,
now look at me,
those bruises that he did,
I want to see your eyes,
that ever so pretty green,
without those heavy tears,
staring back at me,
I need my best friend,
more than you'll ever know,
because the basic truth is,
the one I really wanted was you,
If you could hear me now,
if these words were said aloud,
would you understand,
would you finally take my hand,
I was in denial,
but you never gave up,
you were always my perfect,
always showering me with love,
that's how you were,
like an angel from above,
You always took the time to care,
almost always by my side,
now that your gone,
I have nothing to deny,
I love you more than a best friend,
if only you could see,
that the honest truth,
is that,
I want you here with me.
